Sometimes I feel like dying,

Drowning in the darkness,

Not because I lost everyone I ever loved,

Not because my dreams were crushed.

But because the one person I do have,

Loves and cares for me so much,

That I know I don't deserve him,

Every ounce of my body says I don't deserve him,

Says he's too good for me,

And I know it's true.

I know that he should be with someone better than me,

That he deserves so much more.

I wait for the day,

That he tells me he's found someone better,

Someone that can love him better than I can.

When that day comes,

That will be the time that I,

Will be the one, who will leave,

The one, who will drowned in pain.